"The way the ball bounces.........."

Faded into the backdrop, A cry that once loud, The mirrors seem to reflect, The past that he wishes to ignore.

It wont hold any longer, the smiles can longer be faked, every tear chooses a stream that it wishes to flow tomorrow.

This time i will just do it and not announce and fail.

Every space that we move, has its numbers beyond, every breath that we take, has its essence and sense.   no man has ever let his breath, betray him beyond, i want to betray breath, so, i stand by my own rules.   i need no sympathy, no pity, i need no followers, no peers, i need no advice, no wisdom, i need no understanding, i need life.   have no great sorrows to crib, have no great joys to cheer, i play in the land of illusion, created by sheer passionate soul-mine,   i live like a king in and out, i fear people, i fear people, i fear relations, i fear kins, i stay aloof, i don't understand them.   every tear that i drop, brings smiles to many, though silly there's my soul, that's how i want to live.   there's no need, i need no company, solitude governs my actions, i pray and seek solitude, i wish fate good luck.   i seek death, before it calls, i know it will hurt, many close, but shouldn't i live for what i want, i know my desires live for it. ...

Remembered and loved more than ever.

The cloud of faces euphoric, Able to rise from hoi polloi, Lustrous robes and black, Smiles stretched as far apart. The pendulum swung to and fro, The past and the future, The past seemed trifling, The future glorious. I stood there, heart pounding, Tears asked consent, Pride cartes blanche denied, Walked to the podium to be a free man. Each step labored pain, Agony that carried dreams, Ever resounding village boy glories, This pain felt different, yet same. Mother cried out loud, Seemed so far, yet the dots connect, Voices echo day in and out, But the cash registers clinked. I vowed to return, The count kept climbing, Soon to realize, do I honor, My birthplace or my sprog’s. Old faces faded, old lands deformed, Visit did I all, having to return, Every tear of blood, father, Fertilized the fear, pain and anguish. Close was I to climb the stairs, Vowed like all others to return, Each step weighed a ton, I claimed progression. Flash, color and smile, Lost again in the crowd, Smi...