"The way the ball bounces.........."

For One last time...i need to let it flow..for the better of the rest of whatever is left of my life.

Fools declare "let love its way",  It shall find its way back, Believe me my friend, Once astray, home never seems home again, Once cut loose, strings never join again. Try you may all ways, means, But the ends still remain split. Don't let loose, all that you have, For once a loss, later a win, makes no difference. For all that matters is the race, Proud we may be of friends and love, Because for one day they will leave, Then we may fathom the length they served, And not by the numbers that remained, That one in the end may be too many too count. Laugh and fumble with the same accuracy, For the fun and pain go hand in hand, Make count the seconds not the days, For the end trickles of in a moment, Then look back and tinkle the final tear. Come today, the distance seems beyond repair, But regret not and repent not, For every time spent worrying, is a moment, Lost in transition, they still stand where they are, Make...

The nights returned to question the darkness, That loomed in me for years, Every passing breeze changed my thoughts, A distraction that was too short lived. Sin, it was, were both played their parts, I held no regret, for it was to be, Ashamed to surrender for thoughts that still, Seem to find no reason of substance. Peers and family loomed around, For it was a choice to be made, I quit and fled without a trace, Yet she stayed as valiant as a warrior. She fought her inner desires, her wishes, Tried again and again, I failed to realize, When I did, I failed to sustain,  For lust guarded the path to the heart. The nights returned today again, asking again, The same questions that was once asked, remained unanswered, Will the winds change my thoughts again? Or have I accepted this final destination – Solitude. Angel, she is, stumbled on a stone on earth, For if she cursed even once, The penance that I may need to pay, Will be ...

To expect is the greatest sin that one may commit and by saying that we are all sinners. I happened to be one among the forerunners in this particular crime and had to learn it the hard way. I punished myself for mistakes that weren’t mine. Yet I did it and still do. The New Year calls for resolutions and biggest one this year is to skip the expectation race. There is still time left for the new year to begin, but as the sun sets today so does my expectations. I will be there at the same place where we left and the next time you get in touch we will start back from there.