"The way the ball bounces.........."

Bhoomiye snehicha devaanganayoru Poovinte janmam kothichu Oruvarumariyaathe vannuu Manniloru nishaagandhiyaay kaN thuRannu (Bhoomiye) SusmithayaayavaL ninnu Mooka nishpanda gandharva geethamuranjoru Shilpathin saundaryamaay vidarnnu Kaalam nimisha shalabhangaLaay Nrithalolam valam vechu ninnuu Nrithalolam valam vechu ninnuu (Bhoomiye) Pin nilaavittittu veeNu KannimaNNinaay aaro churanna naRum paali- Lengum karinizhal paambizhanju Snehichu theeraathoraathmaavinnuLkkada DaahavumaayavaL ninnuu.. DaahavumaayavaL ninnu (Bhoomiye)

Have to admit that after a real long time I shed tears today. The sheer memory struck a rhythm and the pathos flowed promptly. It neither gave me a reason nor a chance to question it. I don't really recall shedding tears off late. Something is changing. Is the world ending?

For all may curse and isolate this sinner, For all his actions attracts the cane, For all his words betray friendship, Only you may not set sail this route, If did, the end would be sooner than destiny.

Recently blessed by fate, I happened to listen to this spectacular composition. Not knowing anything about music, this song brought in emotions that I am still trying to name. The captured sparrows when let free comes out in the open. She senses danger, she sees destiny smiling back at her. Her anger is flammable now yet she seeks the path of the oasis in the barren desert. Her eyes searches for a touch of memory, but all faded, she cries. The tears of agony and pain within the boundless realms of believe is what makes this sorrow a perfect companion of the ever looming joy. The music leads through the path of the sparrow and that of the vision of the blind in the dark.

Falling prey to convenience, time for a change. A shift towards admitting complete surrender to the new master-technology. Having installed the app, makes it easier to post small thoughts. That I believe would be the absolute intent but just like anything in this life - there exists no constant, everything has to be relative. I will leave that to be decided in the hands of my maker. For now that's all. Time to sleep.